second thoughts

ever wonder if you’re making the biggest mistake of your life trying to marry the girl you’re with right now? Thats how i feel right now, my fiance has cheated on me, lied to me, makes me angry all the time cause she thinks its funny ok that i’m “cute” when i’m angry. Oh yea, real cute, i bet she didn’t think i was cute when i threw her futon threw the glass door of the balcony. She always does things deliberately to make me angry, and i’m tired of it. She’s cold in bed too, and if i go down on her, its like a sin to ask the same of her, but she’ll screw the crap out of jodie until he’s raw. i swear anymore of this crap and i’m leaving for good.